MY REALiTY Options

[Vico]

NOBODY IS PERFECT AND WE ALL HAVE OUR ABNORMALITIES, YOU CAN CALL IT WHAT YOU WANT BUT THIS IS MY REALITY!

SOME HAVE TO PUSH THEMSELVES TO BELIEVE THEY CAN ACHIEVE A HIGHER POSITION, FACING DIFFICULT DECISIONS ON A DAILY BASIS..DONT CALL ME FAITHLESS BECAUSE I FOLLOW MY OWN RELIGION..

I TRY TO BE PRECISE WITH HOW I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE, BUT THE FORK IN THE ROADS ARE ENOUGH TO KEEP MY PLATE FULL.

AS I CONTINUE TO PACE AROUND I GET LOST WITHIN MYSELF, BEYOND ANY HELP, IM FORCED TO FIND MY WAY
SO NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT SIT BACK AND THINK.
BLINK BY BLINK, ONE QUICK THOUGHT ENTERS AND I BEGIN TO WONDER..I WANT TO EASE THE WORRIES OF A CONCERNCED MOTHER, AND YET I ATTEMPT TO BE THE PERFECT LOVER TO THOSE WHO WONT EVEN BOTHER

THEN AGAIN MY DEVIOUS WAYS HAVE PUT ME IN PLACES I NEVER WANNA SEE AGAIN, LIVING A LIFE OF LIES, BINGING ON QUICK HIGHS..UNFORTUNATELY IM STUCK! MOVING ON IS NOT AN OPTION WHEN YOUR SOUL IS CEMENTED ON THE VERY FOUNDATION OF A PAST THAT DOESNT GO AWAY, SO IM HERE TO STAY..
WITHOUT A JACKHAMMER TO ESCAPE
WITH NOONE AROUND WHO CAN RELATE

SO I PONDER, BACK INTO THE DAYS WHEN THE PRECONCEIVED NOTIONS OF OTHERS MATTERED TO ME
A CHILD WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM, WITH NO VOICE TO SCREAM, NO TEARS TO CRY, AN EMPTY MIND
WITH NO DREAMS BUT THOUGHTS FULL OF FEAR

IS IT ALL REALLY WORTH IT..
TO DESPISE, TO HATE, TO HOLD A GRUDGE
ARE THE CRACKS ON THIS FOUNDATION
ENOUGH FOR ME TO BUDGE..
MY HUNGER GIVES ME THE URGE TO TWIST & TURN
MY STOMACH CHURNS BEGINNING TO FEEL A BURN
PATIENCE WAS A VIRTUE I COULD NEVER FOLLOW
BUT WHEN TIME ISNT ON MY SIDE, ITS MY PRIDE THAT IM FORCED TO SWALLOW...

IT WORKS..
IM OUT
TO DREAM
TO CRY
TO SCREAM
I HAVE TRIUMPHED!
THE TRAGEDY IS NO MORE!
FREE IS WHAT IM GLAD TO BE!
THIS IS MY REALITY!

[Ben B]

Very good man, glad to see your still writing

[MagicOPromotion]

reality is what a person that lived long enough thinks to be true because it was planted on them by others , as long as others form your realities than they will be there but when you die there is no more need for a earthly reality only the reality put on us again by others spectulations, so reality thinking there is no reality

[COCOTAZO!]

Deep.. Very deep and real kid, I can definitely appreciate papo

Bless

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